My True Feelings
October 18, 2008 – 1:47 amHi friends, I Vicky a management trainee 22 years old born on 7th of October 1978, Karnataka (India). I very FAIR and a charming personality and I have a very strong attribute of understanding and analysing people. I 5 feet 10 inches in height and have a good physic. Right now I living in Delhi doing my MBA and an IT trainee in world no. 2 Home Appliances Company and I have come across this particular site recently and thought of sharing my fantasy.
This was an issue before I came to Delhi. In 1999 February, my cousin Vidya (5 years elder to me) along with her parents and sister had dropped to my brother place and she is very damn beautiful to look she is very fair than me and my whole family is of the same opinion. Her appearance resembles to Madhuri Dixit. Everybody teases her as whether she has a bath in milk, she was so fair and a very friendly person, with thick black hairs, and brown eyes. She used to get along with people very well. I was suffering with cold and fever those days and my sister and brother elder to me had exams and had no time for me and I was the only person who was the host and had to entertain our guest. I used to help all of them in spite of my ill health and used to suffer in the night with severe cold and fever. Once I had slept in the noon and was not able to get up because I felt too tired and my head was bit heavy, there was nobody in the home my brother and sister were studying in the other home (my brother has 2 lovely furnished homes in Karnataka) busy studying for his correspondence along with my sister. In this home it was only Vidya and me Vidya was watching TV and I suddenly got up as I was feeling thirsty I called for my sis she did not hear me and Vidya replied es Vicky can I help you? I asked for water and she gave it, I was not able to get up because I had grown weak and even she was aware of it and she supported me to get up and drink water while she did so I was lying unconsciously on her big spongy breasts and I felt she gently pressed my head over her breast and made me drink water. I just enjoyed it and Vidya said to me icky do you know something? I said jokingly aa kasam mein kuch nahi janatha, she laughed and aid you are the only attractive person in the whole of your family you are taking care of us so much you are so understanding and concerned I really liked it. I somehow got the signals and said hank you mam- your serial on TV is running out watch it now, I wanted to avoid her because she was elder to me and we were in my brother place so at any moment anybody would have come in. The time went everybody had their dinner and my brother and sister thought of entertaining Vidya and sister in my room they did not want to miss me. (They love me so much as I the youngest in my family and I the king of my family). Vidya asked me are you feeling right I said a bit ok but I cant get up and I need rest. My sis maintains the room very nicely and I love my room a lot. Everybody decided that theyl sleep in my room though it was a bit congested we still liked sleeping and Vidya slept beside me on my double bed which I was not aware. On my right was my brother and sis and Vidya sis slept down with another bedding. She was 25 years and yet she had a habit of sleeping like a kid kicking, putting hands across etc, just as kids do it, in the mid night I found that Vidya had put her leg and hand on me, and I was not able to tolerate a 48 kgs girl hand and leg over me as I had grown weak and I throwed her leg back and pushed her behind. While I pushed her back it was an unintentional act but I touched her breast a literally squeezed it hard for which she suddenly woke up and did not sleep for the whole night and I had a peaceful sleep. In the morning when I got up I fond that she was staring at me with red eyes and I recalled what had happened in the night and then thought she is tempted by me. Later in the noon while everybody was asleep Vidya started moving her figures on my forehead then on nose later on my chest pulling my hairs over my body etc. I got up and said mam why do you hurt me? But she still repeated the same 7-8 times even I started pinching her ears her cheeks as a reply of her actions. All of a sudden she pulled my hand and placed her breast over it and said Vicky go ahead, I was taken a back by this, this was the first time I had ever touched breasts and that to such a fat one wow it was so soft and silky and spongy, and the tits were brown dotted and were like a mole over her fair breasts. The experience was hmmmmm beautiful and my fever and tiredness was vanished for a moment and I really enjoyed squeezing it, I used to even pull her tits like milking it. That evening I explained her what we were doing was wrong and the last night incident was an accident and not of any intensions, she said OK and later in the night she again slept beside me and as usual my brother sleeping beside me. Vidya started again and this time it was to the maximum. In the mid night she pulled my hands again over her breast and said gently in my ears Vicky do it I again started squeezing and milking her. She said Vicky kiss them I saw my brother he had turned the other side I slowly got up and kissed them and pulled the tits by my lips and sucked them hard just like the calf does to the cow I was sucking and biting her fair breast and she started moaning ahhhhhh, ohhhhhhh, more Vicky more, aaaahhh slow yeah mmmmmm a bit hard here yes lick it ahhhh ya good going She slowly slipped her hand in my underwear and pulled out my long one and started massaging over it. She used to pull and push, while pushing the skin over my long one used to go back and while pulling it was making a circular like appearance over the pink length and she increased her frequency and it went still faster I felt I was in heaven, she went on doing it vigorously and this time with her both hands as mine is a bit extra lengthy and fat oops the experience was lovely both our bodies were hot. While she was busy with this process I lifted her night wear and puzzled that she was not wearing anything not her bra and panty she had a strong plans for the night. I first started moving my fingure over her pussy there was not a single hair on her and her cunts were not stinking she maintains her body so clean and tidy just as I want and I have lot of hair over my body but I maintain my penis very clean and non-stinky I very particular about it. Her pussy was a bit wet I pulled her clitoris and later poked my fingure inside the hole and was enjoying fingure fucking it was warm and wet and excited me to do still more and she was busy moaning and push and pull over mine. She was very hard on my penis and after every 45 mins to 1 hour she leaked mine, she did this for 6-8 times till morning. In fact both were busy like this till morning 6AM and she whispered Vicky day is arising go to bed now. I said ok and we slept in the morning. The next day it was the ultimate my brother and sis had gone to give their exams along with Vidya sis and in home it was only Vidya and I. I got up had a hot water bath cleaned myself and was cleaning the room and suddenly Vidya pounced on me and we fell on the arm chair, the arm chair was very spongy, soft and moment you sit it sinks in, my brother had specially designed it and had got it for the home For my surprise she was nude the whole white, hairless and fair complexion body was glittering like white marble her brown tits over the fat breasts and the sexy single line cut over her thighs (pussy) was erotic. She quickly stripped me and soon both of us were nude over the armchair. She set my legs apart and sat on the one side of my lap and the other leg hooked over the arm of the chair she pulled my penis and penetrated it into her spongy pussy opened widely this was a lovely moment I felt something warm and wet being passed over my penis and the skin over my penis went back and lot of heat was generated by my body my penis turned into pink very soon. She started stroking me and caressing me I stimulated her clitoris and I later lifted her a bit and stroked her equivalently hard and tore her virginity and continued my strokes she shouted loudly and hugged me tightly and said Vicky slow, Vicky slow but I was so excited that I was not able to reduce my speed and did it still hard, she pulled me towards her breast and I was continuing still with my same speed, her fat boobs were jumping and made me still excited to make it jump still more. Later she sat on me like a baby monkey holds her mother with her legs apart over the armchair and pressed my penis into her and I was drinking her milk thanks to my brother armchair it was so well cushioned that none ofus were feeling strained. We got up from there, and proceeded towards my bed room she made me sleep on my bed and stood above me I was just watching her the scene from down was super than she slept in 69 position over me like a frog, her pussy was wide open and in front of my mouth and she took my whole big one inside her mouth, with the help of both her hands she was putting it in and pulling it out and licking it like an ice cream candy from bottom to top and one of her hand was massaging my testicles and she was continuing swallowing it and pulling it out and her eyes met me and she gave a smile to me and said icky lick my pussy, it is badly waiting for you and I followed her instructions, it was a bit wet and I first dried it and caught her ass and pulled it towards my mouth I immersed my tongue inside the warm hole it was still watering I drank it and still squeezing her ass and sucking it hard, I sucked and pulled her cunts inside my mouth and was enjoying sucking it. I hold it sucking for a time in between Vidya was screaming with glory and joy and asked for more and I was giving it to her. She raised her arms and kept beside my trunk and now she appeared like a frog with her pussy in my mouth she started stroking her pussy into my mouth moaning and simultaneously sucking and pulling my penis through her mouth and I was not able to resist and my sperms leaked at this time she drank the whole of it. Later I over took her in the same position of 69 with her legs apart in air and stroked her in her mouth and sucking her cunt with more excitement and leaked once more inside her mouth. I felt she was training me as I saw she was so experienced and out of curiosity I asked her from where did you learn all this she said I used to watch movies and some friends taught me. Then I said did your friends include boys she rudely said no and was angry on me. I apologized for it and we continued our love further. This time she made me lie on the back with my knees raised and she sat astride over my penis, facing towards my feet and leaning forward against my thighs and knees. She immersed my penis inside her pussy and she was stroking me and later I reached forward and stroked her buttocks holding her trunk. She was holding my knees to support herself. Her back hole was a bit small and it took some extra pressure for me to poke my one inside even she supported me, she expanded her waistline by using both her hands and said go Vicky go and I poked in she screamed a bit and mine was inside and was having a jolly warm ride inside, later she took her turn and started stroking me and made me enjoy. All the time I was watching the edges of the cunt that were so flexible that they poked my such a big one inside they never appeared so but it was happening live and her lovely fat fair boobs that were jumping and made me excited and stroke her hard to make it more jump. She holded her boobs by her hands I said leave them they look nice when they are jumping. She laughed and said you naughty and left them and started jumping and striking hard and making her boobs jump more. This was very fantastic, but behind my mind I used to feel it was time that my brother and sis were to arrive and the whole 4-hour process had to come an end. I conveyed her my fear she accepted it and said Il leave you only if you promise me to fuck again tomorrow and I laughed and got up she did not allow me to wear my clothes she made all the naughty things in the world like she took me underwear front portion and poked it in her pussy shook it well made it wet etc etc. I said now Il wear my trousers directly she suddenly returned my underwear and said orry, boz Ie committed a mistake Il help you in putting your underwear and she made me stand on the cot and she stood down the floor, she swallowed and started licking mine again and said ift your one leg with my penis in her mouth and continued ow you lift your other leg she pulled the tender skin of my penis back and put her tongue between the cut and skin and pulled the skin back this made her tongue remain in my penis but my skin had covered her tongue she was sucking it and said e to wait till tomorrow so let me give a last and a long kiss, lick for the day she took mine and placed it in between her boobs and rubbed it holding both her boobs for a long time and mine leaked again. She drank it and said emaining part tomorrow ok I said fine. Soon we dressed ourselves and the bell rang I jumped in my bed and Vidya opened the door it was my brother and sis along with Vidya sis. They came to my bedroom and touched my forehead it was warm boz of I had sex and they misunderstood that I was still not recovered. I felt pity over them. Later in the night Vidya slept with her sis as I was seeing that my sis and brother were suspecting us and I told her the same she agreed to sleep with her sis but in a very angry tone. She had become possessive about me. The next day again the same, I was sitting on my bed with my legs spread lying by upper back over the wall, Vidya came in and stood in front of me spreading her legs apart and I lifted my head to see her she smiled and pulled out her dress. It was such a lovely scenario from down unexplainable wow. She promptly made me nude while I was still sitting in the same position. She sat over my penis with her legs towards me, and leaning back over her hands and I penetrated my penis into her pussy. It was easy for her to control the pace of lovemaking after penetration I went a little back and I was leaning on my hand now. My penis was pressing her G-spot on the upper wall of her vagina. She started moaning as she was leaning and stroking me and my penis was pressing her G-spot. She used to lift her trunk and throw it back on me in the process she was seeing me and suddenly put her head back moaning she was literally a sex goddesses for me, she was using her legs to press sensuously against me, such a lovely strokes just adorable. Later, she was on top of me and I was lying she was taking a very active roll I was just observing how deep is my penetration she pulled mine inside her pussy and was stroking hard I was enjoying the sensations she aroused in me. Than I over took her spread her legs in the air and she helped me in keeping the legs static and folded in the air and I mine one took a deep dive in the warm, wet and spongy well, it went very deep inside folding my tender skin at the walls of her cunt. We had and eye contact and were caressing to each other she put her tongue in my mouth and was licking me and I was busy stroking her. I increased my velocity much harder and harder than previous day she started moaning icky, more Vicky, more, aaaahhh ooooohhh tare me apart harder, harder yes go deep aaaahhhh, aaaaahhhhhh. This excited me a lot and I still did harder she screamed and said icky aaaahhhh, slow, slow aaahhhhh its, its aaaaaahhhhh, slow I was totally out of control and her moaning made me excited and I said her its coming and wanted to get up to leak it out she suddenly tied me with her legs and said leak it in and I flooded her vagina and filled it with my sperms. I filled her vagina for 8 times it was really exciting, erotic and enjoying and we got tired for the day and she said at the end that today she was leaving back to her place and she started crying, even I felt bad of the situation boz we bound ourselves to a very strong emotional relationship, we accepted the situation and departed ad before leaving me she said icky, Il wait for you, and I left to Delhi to do my MBA and lost her contact boz of my hectic schedule. After one and a half year I suddenly got information that she engaged to someone else. I did not believe in the first instance I somehow traced her number and called her back and asked her was it true, she said es, I was shocked and disheartened I literally down to tears I was doing so much for myself to be independent and marry her and all of a sudden she gone I asked her o u feel what ever you are doing is right? she said es I was shattered and I felt my life is worthless that I cannot live without her, I cannot even think leaving her for a moment and she betrayed me. I again asked her hy are you doing this to me? she replied hat? I decided she betrayed me and I said ou are asking me what? Infact you know what I talking about She said o, I do not know I decided to wind up my talk I said k, it was your decision to marry another guy, all the very best and be happy however or wherever you are. Il never involve or think of you anymore. Be happy and bye forever. Life is nothing but like and onion you peel off layer-by-layer and youl find nothing. Ie literally lost hopes and interest from everything I feel there is a sense of absence, a sense of missing within me, a sense of craving. But Ie to get along with it and adjust with it and no other go. May be I can express my love towards her in this way, to show that I really love her and was bothered about her. That my love and I do not think I can love anybody so much as much as I loved her. No one can fill her place. Right now I bothered of framing my career and establish myself in the world of Corporate. I all alone in Delhi and Ie only her sweet memories and my loneliness with me, but I confident and much more focused as to what to achieve in life and make my parents feel proud. I shattered and broken I even felt like killing myself but something within me stopped me and said hey Vicky work now and be focused in life past is past and a lesson for future do not repeat it ever. Bye forever Vicky punjab_da_sona@yahoo.com.
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